What is it all for..?

I'm at work, its 02:33 and i'll be here until 07:00, i'll be home by 08:00 'ish where i'll be going strait to sleep with the alarm clock in my iPhone set to wake me at 13:30, at which time i'll be showering, eating 'breakfast' maybe watching an hour or two of tele, then at 17:20 'ish i'll be heading out to work again, to arrive for 18:30 to start work at 19:00, then i'll repeat one more time for Sunday. My shift finishes on Monday morning, i'll sleep till maybe 16:00, and on Friday it starts all over again. My job is precious to me.

In September of 2008 i made a small video and emailed it to a friend, i was astonished at a training video for a wed design course i was taking at the time, basically, "This is a monitor, this is a keyboard, this is a mouse" this is how a web design course started, with computer uber basics.

Anyway, my friend said i should make V Logs, like a video diary for Youtube or whatever web site was out there, and so i dusted off my old youtube account and started making vlogs, later i joined another site, to which i have made over 320 videos since October 5th 2008, but then back then it was a fun site to be on, around that time i started an account here, on Blogger.

But for the life of me i can't remember why i started, yea my friend said i should make videos for the web, but why did i start, more to the point, why have i continued for so long.

Now if my life was more interesting i wouldn't have a problem, but it's not, in fact my life is incredibly uninteresting, i work in a job i hate, i sleep between shifts, and during the week, when i'm off, all my mates are working, i barely get to see them, infact i need to book annual leave to do that on weekends, and i only get 15 of them a year.

Read SUPERTRAMP to get a feel for what i'd like to do, because that would sure as hell make my life more interesting.

I don't earn very much in this slow death of a job and i have credit card dept (if you have one, clear it and get rid of it, if you don't have one, never get one, there EVIL) and after the rest of my out goings i have very little money left, i'm usually skint by pay day and i have little or no savings.

Yea i know i'm whining a bit, but my point is, i have nothing interesting to Vlog or Blog about.

So why do it?